Almost one month without you.
I miss you. I need you.
Today is a sunny day, I'm sitting outside in the garden, birds are singing, sun is shining and wind is playong with my hairs. I close my eyes and feel this connection with nature, smiling with a sad smile... Why it is sad smile? Because when I close my eyes I see you here. I'm dreaming about you... About you here with me. We are here together this sunny day... Calm music is playing... You coing from behind and hug me with your tight hugs... I feel your breath on my neck and cheek... I feel your voice what brings me somewhere... to our secret space where only we are together... I feel this joy of being with you. I open my eyes. I'm still here and sun is still shining, but you are not here... Maybe you will find me, knock to my door and I will run to you.. to see you, hug you and kiss you. That moment when we forget about time of separation. All world will stop for us... Look at your eyes and smile, kiss and love with all my heart. Love you.
I'm dreaming about you, but you are not here. If you need time - I will give you time. I will wait for you, I will wait for our time.
This month was not easy for me. I coiuldn't understand what went wrong and why you came apart. I had millions reasons and guesses, one darker than another. But I could not believe in any of it. I remember and thinking about our time, about your words and actions. I can't believe that it could be finished. With this pure and light feeling what started to grow between us. I never felt anothing like this before, I never felt so good with anyone... And I coming back again and again to this feeling and memory of being your girl, your beautifull Sashenka. Of you being my sunshine, my Luke, my Captain, my lover and beloved, my best friend... my Luke.
You already became a big part of my life. Part what I don't want to lose.
Why that dark time came? Will this time be over? Will you call me? Will you came? Will I ever see your smile, that smile what was only for me? I don't have any answer... I can only wait, pray and hope.
I miss you, my love. I need you... I'm waiting for you... I'm thinking about you every day, every night, whereever I go, whatever I do, I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking why don't you here. Why don't you enjoy this happy time with me.
One warm morning I was going ouside to the garden only in a skirt and bh, with bare feet. I was dansing under the sun, I was looking at myself, I was looking at this reflection in the window... I was dreaming abou you being here, sitting outside with a cup of tea, looking at me dancing, smiling and be so happy just because we are together and everything is perfect in this moment. Then you come to me, grab me in your arms, holding me tight and whisp on my ear how happy you are now, how much it's important for you...
I'm waiting you bach my love. I need you...I miss you like hell...
I miss you. I need you.
Today is a sunny day, I'm sitting outside in the garden, birds are singing, sun is shining and wind is playong with my hairs. I close my eyes and feel this connection with nature, smiling with a sad smile... Why it is sad smile? Because when I close my eyes I see you here. I'm dreaming about you... About you here with me. We are here together this sunny day... Calm music is playing... You coing from behind and hug me with your tight hugs... I feel your breath on my neck and cheek... I feel your voice what brings me somewhere... to our secret space where only we are together... I feel this joy of being with you. I open my eyes. I'm still here and sun is still shining, but you are not here... Maybe you will find me, knock to my door and I will run to you.. to see you, hug you and kiss you. That moment when we forget about time of separation. All world will stop for us... Look at your eyes and smile, kiss and love with all my heart. Love you.
I'm dreaming about you, but you are not here. If you need time - I will give you time. I will wait for you, I will wait for our time.
This month was not easy for me. I coiuldn't understand what went wrong and why you came apart. I had millions reasons and guesses, one darker than another. But I could not believe in any of it. I remember and thinking about our time, about your words and actions. I can't believe that it could be finished. With this pure and light feeling what started to grow between us. I never felt anothing like this before, I never felt so good with anyone... And I coming back again and again to this feeling and memory of being your girl, your beautifull Sashenka. Of you being my sunshine, my Luke, my Captain, my lover and beloved, my best friend... my Luke.
You already became a big part of my life. Part what I don't want to lose.
Why that dark time came? Will this time be over? Will you call me? Will you came? Will I ever see your smile, that smile what was only for me? I don't have any answer... I can only wait, pray and hope.
I miss you, my love. I need you... I'm waiting for you... I'm thinking about you every day, every night, whereever I go, whatever I do, I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking why don't you here. Why don't you enjoy this happy time with me.
One warm morning I was going ouside to the garden only in a skirt and bh, with bare feet. I was dansing under the sun, I was looking at myself, I was looking at this reflection in the window... I was dreaming abou you being here, sitting outside with a cup of tea, looking at me dancing, smiling and be so happy just because we are together and everything is perfect in this moment. Then you come to me, grab me in your arms, holding me tight and whisp on my ear how happy you are now, how much it's important for you...
I'm waiting you bach my love. I need you...I miss you like hell...